Hey, Is everyone as cold as I am? After the cruise it seems colder than ever up here…oh well, I had a BLAST! I owe most of it to the people I was with, they were wonderful, keeping me company in my room when I was tired, and just being great, I choose a good group to go with me. But next time I want to invite more people…the more the merrier! I pampered myself on the ship…I got acupuncture, and a full body massage, with a facial, it was heaven! Darcy mentioned that I went zip lining, that was an experience I hope I don’t forget. We were up 80 feet in the air and went from tree to tree for an hour and a half. It was exhilarating! But im back in Alaska now, back to chemo, back to cancer…I am so tired of having cancer, every day I think about how much different my life would be if I never got sick. And then I wonder what my life will be like when I get better. I feel like this is all my life has become. I don’t know what im going to do…its kinda scary, not knowng…..